This past weekend at the Lumberjack 100 was a very special
weekend. I always look forward to representing my home state on the national
mountain bike stage and it’s awesome we have so many great races right here in
Michigan. This year we made the trip up with the in-laws Dan and Sandy O’Dea
and stayed in the uber comfortable motor home. You should see this thing, it
looks like something team Sky would roll up in. This would be my 8th
try at this race and each of them seemed just as painful as the last.
Things were going smooth all day Thursday, but on Friday
during the pre-ride, I discovered I’d broken my XX1 crank and it didn’t look
like it had many options. It’s not your typical drivetrain. You can’t just
throw on any old crank. It requires the replacement of the whole drivetrain,
wheels, etc. Good thing Bob from 616 Fabrications came to the rescue. He let me
borrow his race bike. It was a little on the small side, but it would get the
job done. Stressful, but crisis averted and hopefully the smaller size frame
wouldn’t bother me.
I went through my typical pre-game ritual… up at 4am which
Dan and Sandy thoroughly enjoyed I’m sure, but we made the 5:15am cutoff time
for departure to the course and snagged a sweet parking spot.
This race always gets off to a quick start and this year was
no exception. I made sure to stay right near the front because the bottleneck
into the singletrack can get a little sketchy. A group of 5 quickly formed off
the front during the first lap. It was Barry Wicks, Drew Edsall, Christian
Tanguy, Kevin Carter, and me. The trail was pretty dry, and there were a ton of
sticks popping up everywhere as we made our way through the Udell Hills trail
system.
After we broke away the pace calmed down. Wicks was on a
single a speed. So he would murder it up all the power climbs, but never really
pushed the pace on the flats. Anytime one of us would try to push it on the
flats, he managed to wind up that gear of his and hold on. As Scott Quiring
used to call it, “the sticky booger tactic.” I have to give him credit though.
I think he torqued that giant gear up just about every single climb. I was ok
with that because I like to ride with a similar style.
After a lap of that, we dropped Kevin Carter and it was down
to the 4 of us. Christian seemed happy sitting back, while Drew and I made sure
not to give Wicks an inch. Later during the 2nd lap, Christian took
a pretty hard pull all the way up to the fire tower. It was the first hard move
of the race, but you could have thrown a blanket over the 4 of us. Nobody was
going anywhere.
Heading into the 3rd lap, I started thinking
about what I was going to do to try and get away. I decided I was going to try
on the series of hills before the fire tower. I got a little gap by the top,
but I didn’t have the confidence to make it stick. Too many times have I
faltered on the last lap of this race, so I laid up and let it come back
together. Wicks took over on the ensuing rollers and the cracks began to show.
Drew fell off the pace, but Christian was still close.
I decided I had to do something on the last climb, or else I
thought this might come down to a sprint. I took the lead off the final dirt rd
and pushed the pace as hard as I could. The legs still felt solid. We made the
sharp right hander up the final steep climb which was pretty loose at this
point in the race and I punched it as hard as I could. I looked back and Wicks
and Tanguy were still right with me. Dammit! This was going to be a sprint
finish and I ain’t no sprinter!
We made our way towards the finish with me leading it out,
Wicks in 2nd, and Tanguy sitting 3rd wheel. My plan was
to keep the tempo high and just go for it out of the last turn into the
finishing straight. Tanguy at 3rd wheel would be too far back, and
Wicks on the single speed wouldn’t have the gear to get around me. It was the
perfect plan. We hit the turn and I stood up and went for it. I came around the
bend and I could see the finish line, I dug deep and drove the bike forward…
now I’d love to tell you I crossed the finish line first in front of my all my
family and close friends on the national stage right here in my home state, but
those fairy tail endings rarely happen in bike racing. No my friends, somehow
Wicks wound that gear of his up and got me on the line by ½ a wheel. I cursed
him and banged my handlebar as we rolled on. I was so bummed. Oh so close.
I’ll end with this… "Sometimes you're flush and
sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and
when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on." After
the past few weeks, I’m realizing that I am on the “up” side, even though it
doesn’t seem as good as it should be. I’ve raced through long slumps just about
ready to give up on getting that speed back that I had in my mid 20’s. Hell, I
remember lying in a hospital bed wondering if I would ever be able to race
again. 2 years ago, I would have been over the moon just to be within 5 minutes
of Tanguy or Wicks after a 100 miler. But we always want more and we need to remind
ourselves when we’re “up”. I might actually be riding the wave of the greatest
fitness of my life right now. So am I bummed? Hell no I’m not. I feel re-born. I’m
excited knowing it’s all still there… it always was there, I just had to dig it
out. So here’s to reinventing ourselves and digging out the true potential that’s
still in all of us.
Congrats to Barry Wicks on an unbelievable ride on the
single speed, and to everyone who finished. Big thanks to Dan and Sandy O’Dea
for the awesome hospitality and thanks to 616 Fabrications for saving the day. See
you all at the next one and thanks for checking in.